January 17, 2012

I take a lot of chances thats what got me here. Im not on a path you see I got no where to be. But You are talking like you’re dancing all choreograph. I don’t know the moves so well I just know what I see. & I see you running from what you see in me.

January 6, 2012

Looking at life in the rearview mirror

Its a new year and around my birthday i I usual start to get a little reflective. I start to think about where I succeeded in this life and also my Failures. Someone told me when you fail that those are life lessons to help you succeed next time. This past year held a lot of ups and downs for me. Professionally it was interesting. LoveSick Radio continued through a ton of trials. Got new management. Did a ton of things we have never done before. Lost a drummer, gained a drummer then lost a drummer. 2012 you will sees us out there again. I know shows are in the works as i type. Also we will be releasing new music finally. I can’t wait for that!

As far as Personally, life as for everyone had it’s ups and downs but things happen for a reason i guesd. I learned a lot about myself and I’m still learning. I integrated a little more, changed a little and grew, made a few people smile along the way as well as cry. It was certainly never dull, and while some of it I could have done without, other parts of it will forever remain in my mind as integral points in my life.

Some goals for the coming year include releasing new lsr music and hopefully some other projects I’ve worked on. I’d like to learn a bit more about how to interact with, and have relationships with, the other human that share this world with me. Learn more about love. I want to continue traveling and seeing this tiny planet…..And with all that said, 2011 was rewarding, interesting, painful, funny, beautiful, emotional, restless, satisfying, frustrating, loud, humbling, and exciting. 2012 we hopefully be different yet at the same time some of it i’d like to be the same.

December 13, 2011
[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]

i think i like you.

(Source: lonelinessandthescream)

Please don’t you move, can’t you just stay where you are, just for now
I could be your picture perfect disaster and you could be my ever after.
Apologies, I’m not myself but I can guarantee that when I get back, you won’t believe. I’m fuckin’ tired of getting sick about it. Now stand back up and be a man about it and fight for something

December 11, 2011

I’m well aware this should remain unspoken
But I’ve been working on the things that I was learning all wrong,
I know sometimes I only twist ya
And maybe I’m too proud to say I missed you
But what if here and now, I tell you that I’m all figured out?
Or maybe I just like how that sounds

An empty room,
I’m empty too
And everything reminds me of you
So many things
I shouldn’t have missed
The more that I push
And the more you resist

December 10, 2011
[Flash 10 is required to watch video]

Check out this chorus to a new idea we r working on

Replace my heart
Cause I’m convinced mine broke the day I let us end
Replace my heart
I don’t wanna live by coping

I had a dream that you were with me,
And it wasn’t my fault,
You roll me over,
Flipped me over,
Like a somersault.
And that doesn’t happen to me
I’ve never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And I stood outside her
Heaven.

December 6, 2011

I’ve got some bad intentions.
Guilty as fucking charged.
I know the birthdays, anniversaries, all the first days I missed.
I regret them all.
But now I know this:
I know that God exists.
Cuz I held her in my arms.